Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Personal. Show all posts

Monday, April 18, 2011

Lazy Day

Took Sarah to the doctors today. Found out that too much dancing, running, jumping can be hard on a growing kids feet. Now she is a in sexy looking wrap for two or three weeks. The doctors medicine... "Take it easy, not any dancing for a week or so"

Yeah, right that will happen.

Other than that.... I simply rested my day away, after a great Sunday. It really felt good all the way around this weekend, but man was I a lazy man today.

Saturday, April 16, 2011

Yet another

Praise to God for yet another person seeking, asking and find her freedom in the truth of Jesus Christ today. Not only another new committed follower, but another chance to disciple a newer follower of Christ in listening, sharing and helping another cross over the faith line.

Now May 8th we'll have at least 3 people getting baptized!

God is on the move and great and mighty days. Oh for the days of acts Chapter 2 when, "God added to their numbers daily those that were being saved".
It's not daily yet... but it is growing to be a more and more regular thing.

Please Holy Spirit don't stop now! We want more and more to know Jesus as Lord and Savior. More For Freedom in Christ!

Tuesday, April 12, 2011

My tax day

I used to be one of those early tax guys. Everything was nice and in order and ready to go after the first of the year. Not anymore. It's not really that my taxes require that much work, it's just that my days fill up more unexpectedly. That's one part about being a pastor, I never know what my day will really be like, the adventure person within me likes that. But then it takes away from the nice and orderly system I used to have in my life, like tax prep.

Honestly, I also just don't care as much about getting them done. It's not really a bad attitude as much as it's, I just know it will get done, because it has to get done each year. So why rush it.

I am thankful to have a great tax accountant that has served me and my family very well for many years. I do not know what I will do when calls her home.

Today is the day, I have it all ready, the time is carved out and then we'll get to see if we get any money back to reinvest in our family, life and ministry.

At least I got in done before the real due date!

Wednesday, April 06, 2011

Recovery Ministry

It is amazing to see how God is growing Journey's recovery ministries both formerly and informally. There are lots of newcomers attending Journey on Sundays and many are trying to break free from some addiction, or really unhealthy behavior. These that are coming in are truly hungry, thirsty and dying to hear about the love of God through Jesus.

But another amazing thing that is happening is that many of these same recovery people are already ministering and serving others. I am not talking small stuff here, rather deep Holy Spirit, power of God stuff! Last night at group, yet another individual stopped and spoke words of life, encouragement and insight that brought tears of joy and freedom to another. The words were not of their own prior knowledge or insights, but the Holy Spirits! Each week I see men and women, in recovery praying together of their own free will. Not pastor or group led.... just one-on-one natural pray time because of love for one another and God's Spirit speaking in hearts way beyond any teaching or words that I may share.

There is something truly special happening at our Freedom For Life and Women Sober Support groups. I pray we simply stay out of the way and continue to follow the Spirit's leading. What is happening is not scripted or planned, but it is fun to be a part of!

Monday, January 24, 2011

Super Sundays

Some days are more special then others. Most Sunday, I really am excited to get to Journey, reconnect with the larger church family and share what God has laid on my heart. Sunday’s are normally great days. Then there are some Sundays that seem to have an extra bit of power in them. We have been blessed to have several of them lately. This Sunday was a prime example.
From the moment I came it the Uturn coffeehouse, there was a sense of extra anticipation for what was in store for us today. As volunteers came to serve, it only added the feeling. Then both Sunday morning gatherings seemed very Spirit led and filled. Our large gathering with God was an extra special encounter. Part of the added bonus was the testimony and baptism of Sara. It never gets old, hearing and seeing how people are effected by a transformed life. That is a committed follower of Jesus making public statement of faith, total surrender through the act of baptism. When the crowd screams and celebrates another person added to the family of God...it’s overwhelming.
Then then are day rolled into opening up the Uturn coffeehouse and Event Center for the NFC championship game. We had a very excited and interactive crowd. Yeah it doesn’t hurt that the Packers won. That’s a extra bonus as well.

Honestly though you never know how long a wave will last of spiritual growth, newcomers, and clear transformation in peoples lives. Sometimes “it” just happens and you simply get to enjoy what God’s spirit is doing. I wish I could figure out the “it-factor” of days and weeks like this... but I can’t. That is where I must simply follow God, play my part and wake up each day wonder what God will do. I believe “expectation” does have something to do with “it-factor” of great days. So as I start this Monday, I expect something exciting, challenging or unforeseen to happen. I expect God to move in my life some how. I pray that I see, and enjoy it as much as i have enjoyed these last few weeks.

Friday, January 14, 2011

Surprises

The scriptures teach us that God goes before us, that He is preparing away for us. Often when troubled times hit it’s hard to see, believe or understand that. This last Tuesday (Jan. 11th) following our Freedom For Life recovery ministry two men in attendance asked if they could pray for me. The man that I barely knew said, “I came into the building tonight, and God impressed on me that I was to pray for you. God is telling me you have sometimes ahead, an attack is coming and we should pray for you.”
So Nate and Jose laid hands on me and prayed. What was unique about this was, Jose prayed in a spiritual language I could not understand (tongues it is called in the Bible), while Nate simply prayed in english. After several minutes I thanked the men, gave them each hugs and that was it. (By the I’ll take all the pray I can get!)

Thursday afternoon I received a phone call from my brother-in-law. Cyndi’s mother was back in the hospital with “congestive heart failure and kidney failure.” Wow... pretty serious stuff. Later that afternoon, Cyndi and called her brother back, got more details and began adjusting our plans for the weekend. Plans that were going to be exciting, fun, family times. Now we had to tell our kids about grandma, have Cyndi pack and leave for Iowa this morning (Friday, Jan. 14th).

I shared with Cyndi the story of how Nate and Jose had prayed for me on Tuesday, With tears in both of our eyes we knew that God used these two me to help emotionally and spiritually prepare us for this phone call and the unknown future for Cyndi’s mother.
There was a peace that only God can provide that came over Cyndi and I as we finalized our new weekend plans.

Once again, we can see that God is 100% true to his word. We may not like or enjoy what situations we face in life, but God is there with us. God is actually going before us, clearing away for us to make it through the highs and lows of live. “I will never leave you or forsake you”, Jesus said.

Thank you God for going before us always.

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

Goodbye 2010

There are few times in my life when I can honestly say, “ am glad that year is over.” 2010 is one of those years. Even as I say that, it really surprises me. 2010 was an exciting, dangerous and an amazing year in the life of our church and ministry. We experienced a lot changes, and God’s working in so many ways. It was a tough year of ministry, but that is not why I am happy to see the year pass.

Honestly was my home life that was the bigger struggle area. Oh yeah, we had major changes there as well, but some were changes that actually brought more conflict and pain into my life and that of the entire family. There were some off the chart great moments, like having our oldest daughter complete high school. (man do I feel old )
At times it really felt like our family could not take much more of the battle and drama.

But as we start 2011, it seems as if we have collectively all begun to come out the funk and darkness. I am not saying all is well at the Bontrager household, only that it feels really good to be where we are at. Before Cyndi and I stepped into full-time ministry and church planting we were told that this would take a lot out of us, “guard your family and marriage”, we were told time and time again. We tried, but man life, the enemy and our own sinful nature continues to mess things up daily. I am eternally grateful for the family I have, the experiences that we have shared.... it’s even sweeter to say that at the start of 2011.

Monday, January 10, 2011

White Balanced

As a broadcaster I learned that when you use a video camera it’s best to first point your camera to a white piece of paper. This technique has been used for years and years. They use the white paper as true standard by which to set the lens. The technique is called “WHITE BALANCE” The camera is focused on a white, pure image... before trying to adjust and focus on people, clothes, and the moving action.. like a football game. Without first setting the camera to a “White Balance” the images will be off-color, blurring, not a crisp and clear as they could be.

The scriptures remind us to “fix our eyes on Jesus”, He is our white balance.
The things he said, the way he lived, and the sacrifice that he made for each one of us. When I focus on Jesus Christ, the Bible.... the many timeless truths found in the Holy Scriptures... I get “WHITE BALANCED”. This has got to become a daily practice in my life or I don’t stand a chance against the influnces of this world or our enemy Satan.

The Apostle challenges us to be “white balance” as Jesus Followers.
Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect. (Romans 12:2)

That’s a tough one to hear, especially when other places we are told to be, “In the world but not of this world.” God does not call us to retreat, from the world... yet he also does not want to be conformed to it either.

People we have to admit that the things of this world can have a strong influence and pull our lives. If we admit that, then we are able to attack the various areas in our lives that arer being compromised by buying into this world and it’s low standards. How do we do that?

We must once again return to the true standard of God. We must be daily “white balanced” by reading the scriptures, listening and allowing the Holy Spirit to guide and direct our steps. Once we remember the true standard, then we will be able to interpret everything else in light of the true standard instead of interpreting everything else according to everything else.

Are you tired of slowly being poisoned by this world? Are you wanting to remove the toxic influences in your life? Test them all; hold on to what is good, reject every kind of evil (1 Thessalonians 5:21-22)

Thursday, December 23, 2010

One year ago

Amazing how time passes by. One year ago, God was leading me and the other leaders of Journey on an amazing and fast paced adventure in regards to opening up our dream outreach / coffeehouse. Man what a race it was with God. Here we are a year later and so many great things have happened for God's glory and honor, yet we are not totally where we had hoped to be either.

Adventures with God are rarely in a straight line or easy. However, they are very fulfilling and worth it. Being in the Uturn building now is simply humbling, the potential is still far, far from being fully seen or tapped into. Yet, there is so much to celebrate already. As we reflect on a year gone by with the Uturn project, we enter into 2011 knowing that we are planning to plant our second daughter church. So the adventure does not stop. We will advance and continue to improve Uturn while helping Josh and his family prepare for a fall 2011 launch of New Life Church.

What will we be saying this time next year?

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

Saturated in Grace

Often we wonder if God can still love me, want me or forgive me. We believe that at some point we have gone beyond his grace. That feeling is really a lie. A lie generated by our own feelings and thoughts, or by our enemy Satan.

The truth is that God’s Grace can never be revoked, once given by God it covers us forever. The trouble is that we don’t let that grace saturate our lives and really have the desired effect. Think about a steak. Some people simply like their steak cooked up and served, Others love to marinate their meat. Those that marinate their steaks often let it stay drenched in their special recipe for hours or maybe even a day or two.
The idea is that the longer the meat is marinated, the deeper the marinade penetrates flavoring and tenderizing the meat. Once marinated, covered in the special recipe, the two can never be separated. The only question is how long and saturated will the meat become?

So it is with God’s grace. This process of being saturated and marinated by God never ends, it is a life-long process. Once covered in the “blood of the lamb” (Jesus Christ), you can never be uncovered. The only question is, how saturated or flavored by God’s special recipe of peace, patience, love, joy, kindness, forgiveness, do you want to be?
How “flavored by God is your life?

Thursday, September 09, 2010

NFL season begins tonight

Tonight the Vikes play the Saints to kick off the NFL regular season. All my life the Packers have been #1 and the Vikes #2 in my heart. Sad to say he two teams will not be neck and neck as they were last season. I want to make two predictions today.

#1 - Packers will win it all this year. Regular season could be a even a 12-4 year. (For sure 11-5) Rogers has a great team on both sides of the ball and they are young but maturing fast.

#2 - Farve will step out by the end of game #1 (yes tonight) or game #2.
Farve was begged to come back and his heart is there there anymore. Reality has caught up with him. His mind and arm can play, his body can't do a full season. Plus he really us the "old man" of the team and can't relate to all the kids on the field. He's a man from another time.

I have loved Farve play for so many years. The gunslinger has a hear of 12 yr old, but the body of a 40 yr old. Sad to say, but I think even he know really, really knows he is hanging on for all the wrong reasons.

So there you have it. My Kick-off thoughts for another season. Now play ball and let's see some long passes and hard hits already.

Thursday, June 10, 2010

GET-ER DONE

Today I am overwhelmed by God’s provision, let me explain.
Over the last several weeks Journey has experienced a dry spell in giving and focused energy to complete Uturn (Coffee-shop / Outreach Center). I understand that it’s natural for projects to have both high and low points, but knowing it doesn’t make it any less frustrating.
God has been providing for us in amazing ways all through this project. It has grown and challenged us all in so many ways. Just at the right moment( often the last minute) God has provided the funds, volunteers and supplies to move forward with this God-size dream.

And now during this lull, God has done it again!

Journey has received a $5,000 gift to help complete the various things that must be done to help get Uturn open to the public. But that’s not all.
The donor would love to give even more, but they would like to see who else really believes in this city-wide dream and ministry.

So a challenge has been given to us.
If Journey (friends, family, co-workers, other donors) can generate at least another $5,000, then this donor will add another $5,000 to their gift making it a total of $10,000! Combined we can raise at least $15,000.

God is so good. Just when we needed a big boost, He provided one and then some.

So we invite you to rise to the challenge.
Personally give toward Uturn.
Spread the word to friends, family, anyone that may have a heart for this city-wide ministry. Remember it’s not about Journey it’s about the city and God’s greater kingdom.

You may give via our Website and Razoo. Click on the icon found on our front page.
www.journeychurch.net
You may give via mail.
Send checks to Journey Church, 5-11 1/2 St. SE, Rochester, MN 55904
Or drop by and give a donation as you visit Uturn.

Over the next few weeks, our focus will be to improve the event center area of Uturn and begin using it ASAP. Having events at Uturn will continue to raise awareness, allow us to serve our city and raise more funds to complete the coffee bar area, meet Health Department guidelines, and clean up some construction bills, etc.

Look for the Billboard out front to change in the next few weeks, and a Uturn sign displayed above the main entrance. Along with carpet, flooring, sound proofing and more to be completed.

You can make a big difference right now. You can helps us “GET-ER DONE”.
$5,000 + $5,000 + $5,000 = GET-ER DONE

God is already at work. As I write this we have already received over $500 towards the $5,000 challenge. Praise God with us and join the adventure as we move forward with fresh energy, focus and commitment.


God bless,

Pastor Rich
507-398-6517

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Inspection

In the next 24 to 48 hrs we hope to have our "final" inspection done so that we can move Journey in for Sunday the April 18th. It's strange that we have done all this work, we have followed all the requirements, had countless volunteers and professionals work so hard and yet.... we still must wait on another to approve us.

Our fate for this weekend ultimately lays in the hands of a man.
A employee of the city and county.

Placing your trust in another can be really tough.... especially after pouring so much of yourself out in the process. Yet, placing your trust in another can be big step of faith and growth. As we wait on this inspector to actually come through the building, we are praying and praying for all things to pass and go well. This inspection process has actually helped us cry out to God even more and build our faith.

So I encourage you to join us as we pray for this important inspector and our human efforts.

Friday, April 02, 2010

Good Friday

"And the sky was as black as night"

This afternoon we had one heck of a rain storm roll through Rochester.
It git really dark, the winds picked up and the rain came pounding down for a while.
I was intense.

Over 2,000 years ago it was a black as night at 3 p.m.
Just as Jesus stated, "IT IS FINISHED" Not only did the sky change... everything changed. Our freedom from sin, death and eternal separation from God changed. All because of one perfect man dying a brutal death on a cross.

I wonder how dark it really was.
How dark did it get before there was really a fresh new light?

It's always darkest before the dawn.", the old saying goes.
Remember Good Friday and how dark it got, and prepare yourself for a new amazing dawn called Resurrection Sunday or Easter.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Empty Tanks

I have a confession to make today.

EVEN MY GAS TANK GETS EMPTY.

Yup, even I can get so dry, toasted, used up that I really feel the depth and weight of ministry. It is not easy for me to get this empty. But this last Sunday night and most of Monday I was as about as empty as I have been in almost.... forever (no the last six years).

This emptiness has happened for several reasons:
First - the intense nature of daily minister is one thing, add a building project onto that and man you're bound to feel it more.

Second - four days at an Assessment Center... very intense and deeply spiritual and spiritual warfare atmosphere. Well worth it all...but man it takes a lot out of you. That's why I had Andy speak this week.... thanks buddy.

Third - Family. With three teenage girls, one about to graduate... man the home life calendar gets so full. I am blessed to have a great life partner / wife (Cyndi) help navigate all of that.

Fourth - The last few months I have had to deal with some personal loses, and in recent days.... some very personal attacks. In life you know this will happen, in ministry the enemy uses these events and turns them into spiritual warfare things.
Really intense at times and deeply personal.

I share all of this and reflect on who I am. I am driven by God, and my passion to use every day as best that I can for Him. I will not (even after all of this) stop going at Warp Factor 6. But I will try and stay alert more. I will try and guard myself in certain areas and ways. Plus, I will continue to learn how to use others better and better as a team.

Gas is expensive these days. Refueling an empty tank gets costly. It hits the wallet big time. The same is true for my (our) emotionally, physical and spiritual tanks.
It takes more and more to get it refueled. It's very costly and some have fallen off because they can't really recover from their break downs after running to long on an Empty Tank.

Guard your tank.
I'm a not saying STOP and sit.
Rather watch the gauges of life, don't push it the "E" line. Find time to regularly get fresh ed and refueled.

Friday, March 05, 2010

Not just another day

This morning we cut a check for just under $5,000... not something I (we) do everyday. We cut the cut the check knowing that it almost wipes out our building fund. But we do this in faith, not reckless behavior. God has provided just what we needed, as we need each step of this process. Not any less or any more.

We are living on faith... not a bank account.

This morning I received an e-mail with an attachment. KNLW 98.8 FM has decided to create and run a radio ad for FREE that promotes our upcoming fundraiser at CiCi's pizza. (Tuesday, March 9 from 5-8 p.m.) Amazing!!! The event has been planned for awhile and we have been promoting it as best as we can. Our goal was to raise funds and spread the word on this city-wide mission. Now, God works through KNLW radio and increases our promotion output just as we almost break the bank.

It's not just another day... it's another faith builder day.

Tonight is Vision Night for Journey. A night to share some of the details of where we are going in 2010 (and beyond) as a church family. A day of challenge, call to commitment, personal investment, and budget growth as our country slowly climbs out of a bad recession. A night of faith building.

It's not just another day.... it's day where I hope people really catch the dream, can see God leading and desire nothing more to join with God on a wild mission.

It's only 8:25 a.m.
What more can happen today, that did not happen yesterday?

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Days of Nehemiah

God rebuilt the walls of Jerusalem rebuilt in 52 days... the tools used were... Vision, passion, sacrifice, prayer, a and people of faith.

It's been an amazing start to 2010!
Personally I am in awe of how God has cleared the way, and provided for us an amazing place to reach our city for his glory. It has been but a God-size miracle to receive financial gifts, donations and volunteer time from so many people. As I write this more pounding and hammering us going on here at the U-turn.
Demo and Renovation are an amazing process.

Yet there is so much more that needs to be done.
We are just now about to enter into the most costly part of the built-old process.
At this moment we do not have the funds to pay for all that needs, must be done.
Yet.... we press forward in faith that God will provide.
God provides by using men and women to give sacrificially, generously and ridiculously. I know that money does not grow on trees, but it does hide in wallets.

Read the book of Nehemiah in the Old Testament. See how his heart hurt so badly for his city. How a vision was born. How a call to give, serve, invest at a crazy level was put forward. Read how skeptics came forward to shoot down the vision. And read how God did the impossible in 52 days!

I am thrilled, humbled and amazed to be with a group of people, a church family, that is reliving the days of Nehemiah. If you ever wanted to be apart of a God-size movement. If you've ever wanted to see God-do the impossible.... I invite you to join the adventure. Give like crazy, give so that others may come to know Christ.
Give so that in a short span of time a building can be renovated, and become a nee light to the city. May God be glorified.

Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Church planter potential

Today was exciting and special. It was another chance to sit and talk with a possible church planter for the SE Region. The SE region of Minnesota has so many cities that don't have a vibrant evangelical church / faith community within them. It has been a forgotten or untapped area of our church movement over the years. Smaller, mid-size cities present an entirely different challenge for pastors and leaders to establish a new church plant.

It does not mean that it can't be done, it simply takes a uniquely gifted person that understands smaller / mid-size city life and has a vision and passion to serve in an often close knit community.

Today was exciting to hear and see a man (family) that may be called of God to relocate and take on the challenge of planting in such an environment. Days like today, are simply inspiring to me. They lift me up and make me want to see God mountains.

So here we are again, exploring uncharted territory with a potential church planter.
So let's see what happens this time.
Let's see if some new begins in SE Minnesota in 2010 & 2011.

Saturday, January 09, 2010

Words

Sometimes it amazes me how powerful words can be.
Powerful in both a positive and negative way.

For most of my life I have made living with words. As a professional broadcaster, youth leader and the last several years as a pastor/ teacher/ leader.

Words often paint pictures, help people connect, cast vision, and bring about emotional responses. Words can inspire, irritate and hurt people... no matter if you meant to or not.

"Sticks and stones may break your bones, but words can never hurt you" is a an out right lie. Words are powerful, can do great damage, and often can cost you a lot.

But what bothers mean the most about words is... when you think you are trying your best to communicate and yet your words confuse people. The wrong, or unintentional word picture gets created, comes across and things spin out of control. It's at these times that the emotional response inflames things faster than a forest fire on a windy day. When these times happen, the confusion of words and intentions creates crazy responses from people. I have been both the confused crazy one and the confused communicator many times. We all have.

Jesus was an amazing communicator... yet so many were confused by what he was really trying to say. Many responded "crazy" because of how they heard and interrupted his words. Ultimately Jesus words became a threat to others that were also trying to teach and communicate. A war of words grew and grew.

Yet, as amazing as a communicator as Jesus was, I don't believe it was his words that really spoke the loudest.

IT WAS HIS ACTIONS BEHIND, BEYOND THE WORDS THAT SPOKE VOLUMES.

Action clarifies intentions, dreams, and plans.
Where words confuse and confound.... action adds definition.

So if my words every confuse, confound or even get you angry. I hope and pray that my actions, intentions and heart speak volumes more than my choice of words.

You see it's not if I will miss-speak or be miss-heard, but rather how often will it happen and what will happen because of it.

Wednesday, January 06, 2010

Zoning and Planning Appeals Board

Tonight we make our appeal to the county Zoning and Planning Board on our proposed Outreach Center location. Parking has been the last remaining giant that needs fall and clear the way for our long standing dream. We have done all that can humanly do.
Now it sits in the hands of God, the appeals board and the neighborhood.

Will they catch the vision and see how it will be a positive light for a neighborhood that desires to shine better for our city and region?
Will they see and hear the love we have for our city?
Will they understand that this bigger than one church?

God has lead us at lighting speed and has cleared so many paths. Almost daily over the last month I have, or others on our taskforce have received e-mails, phonecalls of people wanting to volunteer, donate and help. It has been amazing to see God go before us.

Tonight is a big night!
Will it be the giant that becomes bigger than we thought? Or will it be just another in a long line that falls, and shows more of God's glory and power?

I am confident that this giant will fall with a loud thud, which is followed by a big cheer towards the heavens for God. I invite you to pray and listen with us.

It's a big night, but we follow and serve a BIG GOD. THE GOD OF GIANT KILLERS!